Relay for Life

Well I experienced something new last night. I walked in the Relay for Life cancer walk. My mother-in-law signed up a team of 16 women to walk and earn money for the American Cancer Society. She asked if I would like to participate. I thought it was an enjoyable experience, my body today, however is screaming otherwise. I believe I walked appoximately 10 hours or so. I kept walking to stay awake and warm. We experienced a hard cloud burst. We were poured on for 20-30 minutes, good thing we had tents/canopies. Even the rain was symbolic to me though, for a couple of reasons, 1-I know that as one goes through cancer there are many tears shed, but eventually it clears up and you just keep going. 2- That perhaps those who have already passed on were weeping on us to show us their love and gratitude for not forgetting their sacrifice, and continuing to fight the battle that will one day be won! I got to know some new women who are all very strong and fun. The stories some told to keep us laughing were great. Keith and the kids came up and walked for a while and bought candy and glow necklaces to donate to the cause, they all had a good time too, but I wasn't sad to see them go, so I could concentrate on walking and enjoying the experience. Rachael was my walking buddy from 7pm-midnight. We always have a fun time walking and talking and running and tiring. We only have one regret that we didn't keep track of our mileage-and yes I'm sure it was mileage, many many miles! Next to us on one side was a group, the "Howe Family", they are in our stake, their mother just passed from cancer 2 years ago. They are a pillar of strength. They teased us about being Relay for Life "virgins", but filled me in on some fun details that made the walk for me more enjoyable. On the otherside were a group of friends from high school. One was a good friend on my soccer team. Her husband is still battling a rare form of Esophogial cancer. He is winning so far though, but not without a lot of trial and tears. She filled me in on some details and I felt drawn into her story. They are survivors in every sense of the word to me-mainly because if you can go through that kind of hell and come out with your faith in tact and an outlook like they exhibited, they are definately survivors already! I know that this disease is an evil one, one that effects everyone at some time or another, whether, a family member, a friend, or yourself. I respect the people who have come through better people for their experience. I have a deep and residing respect for those who continue to battle for their lives and faith. What a great experience, Carolyn asked if I would do it again, I'm not sure that as my body is screaming for sleep and rest I am ready to answer that, ask me again in a few weeks okay?Overall though I loved being a part of a project that was bigger than me and my little world even if it was for only 12 hours.